വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച, നവംബർ 23, 2007

notification

വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച, ഒക്‌ടോബർ 26, 2007

gloomy sunday

ഞായറാഴ്‌ച, ഒക്‌ടോബർ 21, 2007

ബുധനാഴ്‌ച, ഓഗസ്റ്റ് 08, 2007

MAKING HATRED


TOM THREATENED ME TO DELETE HER PHOTO.I BELIEVE IN DIPLOMACY AFTER SHERIN'S INCIDENT AT DLIS.SO I AM YIELDING TO TOM HERE.


MY HUMBLE REQUEST TO TOM IS THAT:

DONT EXPECT LOVE FROM OTHERS,JUST LOVE THEM.


N.B TOM HAD LOST 2 BEST AND 1 FRIEND DURING LAST SOME DAYS.

വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച, ഓഗസ്റ്റ് 03, 2007

ESCAPING TOM...




SHE WAS CAREFULLY AND SILENTLY STEPPING OUT.HER IDEA WAS TO ESCAPE FROM ME.BUT I HAD HER SIDE VIEW.
I SENT A MESSAGE:"WHAT A SPEED....,hmmmmm....

a reply message got sometime later.i dont know from where she got my mobile number(i thought she had forgoten my number bcoz there was no reply to any of my messages for last some days). The reply message was :"Bus time :"3.15".


ha ha ha.......

വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച, മേയ് 25, 2007





I was a pond
I became fond
I was surrounded by boundaries
Somebody said there was a sea
A sea of love and care
It rained
I was overflown
A clear stream
I started my journey
I became a river
But………….
I don’t know I can reach
As all other rivers do…
To the sea of love and care…

ചൊവ്വാഴ്ച, മേയ് 15, 2007

FRIENDSHIP


I NEVER BREAK IT EVEN IF U DO...

PLS DON'T MAKE ME GLOOMY

PLS DON'T....

I WAS GLOOMY


AFTER ALL WHO I AM.

I DON'T WANT TO BE..............

ഞായറാഴ്‌ച, മേയ് 13, 2007

WHY GIRL'S ARE ONLY GETTING NET:VIMAL'S QUERY


WHY GIRLS ARE ONLY PASSING NET
THINKS VIMAL DURING A SUNSET
HE SCRAPS IT TO GET MINDSET
OF ALL IN THE DLIS SET

I THINK GIRLS ARE FAR APART
THEY KNOW WELL WHERE TO START
BOYS KNOW ONLY THAT ART
TO SHOW "FITNESS" WITH BODY PART

LOOK VIMAL'S PERSONAL PROFILE
SEE THE FIELDS FOR A WHILE
HE SAYS:
I LOOK LIKE "BEAUTY CONTEST" WINNER
SO NO NEED TO USE A THINNER.

This is not meant to ridicule mr.vimal kumar,our able senior at asian school of business,who is a digital "puli" now but to have a self introspection by all boys including me"WHYwe are not passing NET".

LAST YEAR I HAPPENED TO SEE THE INHOUSE JOURNAL OF MCJ STUDENTS OF MG UNIVERSITY.ONE STORY CATCHED MY ATTENTION,THAT THE PREVIOUS BATCH 20/20 APPEARED FOR UGC/NET GRABBED IT.MAKE IT AS ROLE MODEL

.BOOT NOTE:"NO PAINS,NO GAINS"

HALLEYS COMET:SEEING THE GLAMOUR OF MR.VIMAL IN THE ORKUT PROFILE PHOTO AND HIS WEBPAGE,MANY BEAUTIES IN OUR DEPT.CARRIES HIM IN THEIR HEART AS THE "DREAM GUY".SO MR.VIMAL,"JUST SHOOT A PROPOSAL MAIL".

തിങ്കളാഴ്‌ച, മേയ് 07, 2007


I FEEL THE PAIN OF YOUR MIND
I PRAY TO GOD WHO IS SO KIND
SURE HE WILL HELP YOU TO FIND
A WAY THAT MAKES UR ENEMIES BLIND

OFCOURSE YOU WILL GET BEST FLIGHT


TO TRAVEL HIGH TO SEAMLESS HEIGHT


AND IF YOU MISS SUCH A FLIGHT


OF YOUR CHOICE, HEIGHT AND WEIGHT


WHEN THE LAST BUS COMES TO UR SIGHT


GIVE ME YOUR HAND, DEAR STRAIGHT


I WILL KEEP IT SAFE AND TIGHT.

I HAVE NO MEDICINE FOR YOU TO ALIGHT
FROM THE SADNESS AND THE PLIGHT
WHICH YOU ARE FACING NOW RIGHT
BUT I SHARE UR WORRIES TO GET THINGS LIGHT

THE WIFE




NEED A CARING WIFE
TO LEAD A CHARMING LIFE
MANY ARE LIKE KNIFE
WHO MAKES UNSAFE LIFE

MUMTAAZ MAHAL







TU MERA DIL
MEM YAHA ILL
TERA MSG BANA PILL
SONE JAATA HOOM MERA MANZIL

വ്യാഴാഴ്‌ച, മേയ് 03, 2007




May Be It Is Right


Yielding Without A Fight




Flowers Are Plenty,But You Are Rare


Lovers Are Plenty,But No One Care


One Day Will Come That I Dare


Worldly Things Which We Can't Share


Eagles Are There To Halt The Fare


Rare You Are,Hare You Are

I Want To Say To You My Dear




Life Without You Sheds My Tear


One Is Lucky Whom You Are Near


Violin Will Break Under The Shear


Eager I Am So Getting Off With Fear






You Are Correct I Am Not Bold


Only You Are Here Who Is So Cold


Uncertain I Know To Have Another Gold




Fine,It Is Good I Am Not In Your Heart


Otherwise It Will Be Hard To Depart


Rebirth Is So Difficult After A Start




Exuberant I Am So Not Worry


Voyage Is Too Long So I Am Hurry


Everlasting Memories I Never Bury


Really I Love You Tasteful Curry

ചൊവ്വാഴ്ച, മേയ് 01, 2007

SHERIN PAUL


WHY SHERIN IS BOLD
ASK HER TO UNFOLD
BUT FRIENDLY SHE IS ONCE TOLD
AFTER "SORRY" FOR THE SCOLD

SANJO JOSE




LET ME GET START
TO SCRAP FROM MY PART
SANJO KNOWS THE ART
AND HE IS SO SMART
TO WIN EVERYONE'S HEART

THE SMILE


SEE HER SMILE
FOR A WHILE
UR HEART WILL SAIL
AND STARTS SENDING LOVE MAIL

THE RAIN


RAIN IS GAIN
BUT GAVE ME PAIN
I MISS IT AGAIN
SO NO GAIN,ONLY PAIN

BOLDNESS


YES, I KNOW I'M NOT BOLD
YOU KNOW SO NOT SCOLD
WAIT FOR ONE WHO HOLD
AND CARE U WITHOUT FOLD

വ്യാഴാഴ്‌ച, മാർച്ച് 15, 2007

FAREWELL TO DR.GD


He seems so tight


But he is so light


He is there ‘right’


When we are in plight






He had a quest


To make all best


He is at the crest


Always with a zest






He is all time calm


And ready to give his palm


When someone is in qualm


Gave them knowledge like alm






He never used chain


To inflict severe pain


It was never in vain


But gave him umpteen gain






He headed the dlis well


So there were never a quell


Now time up for farewell


From the helm he used to tell






We all miss a quill


But we expect Dr.Gd will


Gave us more knowledge pill


And at last………


We wish you long life without ill


---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------


meanings







Plight-a dangerous or difficult situation


Crest-top of a wave, ridge etc


Zest-great enthusiasm and energy


Qualm-a feeling of doubt about what you are doing


Alms-charitable donations of money or food to the poor


In vain-without success


Umpteen-very many


Quell-put an end to a rebellion by force


Helm-the position of a leader


Tell- instruct someone to do something


Quill-a main wing or tail feather of a bird




ബുധനാഴ്‌ച, മാർച്ച് 14, 2007

സ്വാഗതം

ഏവര്‍ക്കും ധന്യവാദം

വെള്ളിയാഴ്‌ച, മാർച്ച് 09, 2007

THE SINGING FREEBIRD

Her heart shattered…
Her eyes watered…
As likeness slaughtered
And dislike gathered.


Was it a mistake?
Which made the mind shake?
Yes, yes it a shock
As none yet denied her stalk

Single, simple she is…
Twinkling, sprinkling she is
Smiling, rigging she is…
Singing free bird she is.

Don’t "dream " smile at anytime
It is scarce at all times.

THE CONFUSED MIND

O… confused mind
Never be a blind
Don’t take it as giant
Just chew it as mint

I have nothing for you dear
Except worries and fear
So cheer up with your near
Will always have my prayer

Life is not a cream
As we see in dream
It is like a stream
Which is full of scream

But it is true ,no doubt, I will keep
In my heart and never will sweep.

ബുധനാഴ്‌ച, മാർച്ച് 07, 2007

ORMAYIL VIRIUNNA PUUVINU......4 PART

I was surprised to hear the voice of flower at the other end.The last call made by flower was intended to congratulate me for passing the whole examinations at the  in first chance itself .

.The flower was so happy to hear that i am interested to attend some training programmes soon.I said, if only my leave application is rejected once again,i will go for it, otherwise i will go for research.
once again i recalled the interview scene .i was selected from the merit list for the course at utopian university.But,fate has ordained me to join for another course at UIT.

I saw flower there............. and now....

my confusion is doubled.....
"there can be fragrance for the flower which blooms in the memory?"

but............... is it true?.....
"take care to get what you like ,otherwise you will be forced to like what you get."

"what's in a name?that
which we call a rose
by any other word would
smell as sweet"
WILLIAM SHAKESPEARE IN
ROMEO AND JULIET(II,ii,1-2)

തിങ്കളാഴ്‌ച, മാർച്ച് 05, 2007

MY ARTICLE APPEARED IN ALARA MAGAZINE

POLONIUM:THE KILLER ISOTOPE



Let us wait for the outcome of investigations by the Law and Enforcement communities of various countries on the mysterious death of Ex-KGB spy Alexander Litvinenko in London. The Scotland Yard considers his death as “murder” as his death is due to poisoning from polonium-210, which was confirmed by British authorities. The detectives are in hunt for the source from which polonium might have come from.

Litvinenko, a fierce critic of Russian President Vladimir Putin, began complaining of feeling ill on Nov.1 2006.He died three weeks later from radiation poisoning.

POLONIUM
It is a highly reactive silver-grey metal. It exits in simple cubic array with six bonds/atom. Polonium was first discovered by Madame Curie in 1898.It has 25 known isotopes, all of them are radioactive. Polonium is found in Uranium ores at about 100 micrograms/metric ton. It is also found in tobacco leaves grown with Phosphate fertilizers.

POLONIUM:USES
Polonium is used in the manufacture of antistatic brushes and antistatic fans which can remove fine dust particles from optical lenses, advanced laboratory weighing equipments, etc. It is used in research as a source of alpha radiation and has been alloyed with other metals such as Beryllium to produce a transferable neutron source. Polonium was used in the space programs of both United States and former Soviet Union. During World War II, It was used in the Manhattan Project by US as a triggering device in the Fatman atomic bomb dropped on Nagasaki, Japan.

Radionuclides: Biological Effects

The biological effects of internally deposited radionuclides depend greatly on the activity and the biodistribution and removal rates of the radioisotope. It may also depend on the chemical toxicity.

POLONIUM-210

It is an alpha emitter. It decays directly to its daughter isotope Pb-206.Po-210 is commercially produced by neutron bombardment of Bismuth-209 isotopes. Po-210 has a half-life of 138.39 days.

Po-210:Chemical and Toxic Nature
It readily dissolves in dilute acids, but slightly in alkalis. Polonium is around 5 million times toxic than hydrogen cyanide. The oral LD50 for Po-210 is about 50 nanogram compared to 250 mg for hydrogen cyanide. It shows intense radioactivity. So it is very difficult to handle. Alpha particles emitted by Po-210 will damage organic tissue easily if it is inside the body. It is not hazardous outside the body.

Regulatory exposure limits
The maximum allowable body burden for ingested polonium is only 1,100 (0.03 microcurie), which is equivalent to a particle weighing only 6.8 picograms. The maximum permissible workplace concentration of airborne 210Po is about 10 Bq/m3 (3 × 10-10 µCi/cm3). The Biological half life of polonium in humans is 30 to 50 days.The target organs for polonium in humans are the spleen and liver.

INJECTING POLONIUM TO HUMANS

In 1944 at the University of Rochester in New york ,tracer amounts of radioactive Po-210 were injected into four hospitalized humans and ingested by a fifth as reported in “secrecy News” site by Federation of American Scientists Project on Government Secrecy.

POLONIUM POISONING: A FLASH BACK

Irene joliot-curie was the first person ever to die when accidently exposed to polonium when a sealed capsule of the element exploded on her laboratory bench.A decade later she died in Paris from Leukemia.But Alexander Litvinenko is the first person ,as per radiation experts who died of acute radiation effects of polonium. According to one version,many death cases in Israel during 1957-1969 were caused by Po-210.

BIO DOSIMETRY

Biological dosimetry plays an important role in the assessment of radiation –absorbed dose. In most of the accidental conditions the information on physical dosimetry is rarely available. Although number of biological indicators are available for dose estimate such as persistence of prodromal syndrome, hematological changes, etc. Cytogenic technique in peripheral blood lymphocytes using chromosome aberration analysis play an important method for estimation of dose.

POLONIUM IN LITVINENKO ISSUE

The quantity of PO-210 used for killing litvinenko may be a few millicuries or a few tenths of a microgram as said by Roger Cox ,Director U.K’s Centre for Radiation Chemical and Environmental Hazards. Since the poisoning plot needs sophistication, Dudley Goodhead,from U.K’s MRC Radiation and Stability Unit ,says that the plot must have been “a high-tech operation”. German officials estimated the value of Po-210 dose used to poison the ex-spy at $25 Million.
CONCLUSION

Many critics and the news media allege the mastermind behind the Polonium poisoning case on Russia. The head of Russia’s SVR, Foreign intelligence service Sergei Lebedev denies it all. It is said that since Polonium, once released is like a persistent, invisible dye that marks whatever it touches, Someone who ingests even small amounts will leave an unmistakable trail through sweat and even finger prints. Taking advantage of this property of Po-210 the Scotland yard is progressing their investigation.

Sources:
Wikipedia.org
Newscientist.com
The Hindu,National Daily

ORMAYIL VIRIYUNNA PUUVINU...III PART

THE DISTANCE BETWEEN IMAGINATION AND REALITY

O…dear…. O…my deer…
My dear flower……….
I cannot but love you dear
I like you dear

But is it fair, to tell
“I love you dear”
I need you near…
To love you forever

I keep you in my heart
Will “take care” sure
It’s a fact; no force can
Change you from there

But I am in despair
That it is too… Far
The distance between
Imagination and reality

Yes, it is. …It’s too far
But I hope…oneday
My dear will be near

A strong bonding doesn’t need conversations, doesn’t need togetherness. As long as true love lives in my heart, no doubt, my flower will not lose its fragrance.

ശനിയാഴ്‌ച, ഫെബ്രുവരി 24, 2007

ORMAYIL VIRIYUNNA PUUVINU....II PART

SCENE 1
Was that only a dream or something else? Tell me the truth.
I don’t know what made flower to ask so? I was just telling the value of true love that it has no boundaries. Great walls and obstacles cannot do any harm to it, but they will increase the rigidity of true love.
SCENE 2
My heartbeat increased. Anyway I have to answer the question. But… I was unable to do it. I was in need for some more time. The rare incident where I realized the value of ‘time’ and need for ability to take right decisions in short time.purposefully, I made an attempt to deviate flower from the subject. But again flower asked…
“Please answer my question….”
Was it a serious query or a trick by flower to know my mind?

SCENE 3
Was it serious?
If so, sure, my dream touched flower’s heart. Flower wants to know whether my love is true.
Was it a trick?
If so, sure, flower wanted to ridicule me. flower might tell….”I had not asked you to love me”.

SCENE 4
Is it fair to tell..
“I love you truly”. Albert Einstein said: gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love. I still wonder why I loved flower, loving flower, and shall love flower.sure, it is not because of gravitation.


Scene 5
Visualizing feedback of flower (imagination)
Firstly I decided to answer, “Yes, I love you truly”
What might be the flower’s reply then?
“Yes dear, I love you too…
I am telling this because I know flower’s mind or to say I am the only person who discovered a special attribute of the mind of the flower, which is absent in others. I don’t know flower knows it.
SCENE 6

ME:DON’T THINK OF MATTERS WHICH ARE NOT ACHEIVABLE.BE PRACTICAL .I.E “THINK FRANTICALLY, LIVE PRACTICALLY”
Flower: alas # .I have not asked you to take risk. I am also practical. There is no need to tell me. Don’t misunderstand me.

Scene 7
“Be practical” and “risk”

Everybody know the meaning of the first one.
The risk actually is “why I should put my flower in risk.”
So I took a decision not to tell flower “I love you truly” BECAUSE “I NEVER WANT TO WORRY MY FLOWER”

Scene 8
o.k.. There is no doubt that I love flower. It’s just because of my true love i was given permission to enter the heaven. I missed flower in earth, in heaven and finally God accepted me and allowed me to dissolve in his power. If I agree to be with flower here, in earth, I will never get my flower there, in heaven.I wish, In heaven I can live with flower forever.I need my flower in heaven.
Scene 9
THOSE WHO KNOW ABOUT MY TRUE LOVE IS ONE MYSELF AND THE OTHER IS GOD.
Still I am in a doubt “ormayil viriyunna puuvinu suganthamundo……………….”
scene 10

"you can't understand others until you understand yourself"

THE END.........................

ബുധനാഴ്‌ച, ഫെബ്രുവരി 21, 2007

THE MEANING OF ..mmmm.mmmmm

It could have various dimensions;
1.PATTIYA AALU THANNE.....
2.YENNEYONUM KITTILA...
3.VERE AALE NOKKIKKO
4.VERE PANIYONNUM ELLE CHEKKA...
5.POYI KIDANNU URANG...
6.AALE MINAKKEDUTTADE POYE...
7.SUGAR KODUNNUNDU.....
8.MMMM.mmmmmmmmm
all said by prasu... my friend, when i asked about the meaning of mmmmmmmm.mmmm.

but i have only one thing to say :it is: "think frantically,live practically"that's life yaar..

ഞായറാഴ്‌ച, ഫെബ്രുവരി 18, 2007

ORMAYIL VIRIYUNNA PUUVINU SUGANTHAMUNDO....?

I was lucky to be in the heaven.The place of enduring happiness.All thanks to the Almighty God.
God gave me a flower.I was immensely happy.
GOD:TAKE THIS FLOWER
me:thanks.but why you had not given me it on the earth.
God:you know,nothing on the earth has everlasting beauty and fragrance.

SCENE 2
flower:God,i would like to say something
God:tell me
flower;I don't like to be in his hands.i want to be with my companion who loved and cared me in my sorrows,miseries,and happiness on earth.
God:ok ,then.................
the flower went away with joy...............

SCENE 3
I was so gloomy even in the midst of happiness in heaven. one day God asked,why you are gloomy....
me:my heart has lost,God
God :why you say so?
me: i loved that flower on earth
God:why you hadn't told her about your love?
me: neither i was not a match for her,nor a made for each other couples,or a healthy,energetic professional ...the flower never liked such a person.i realised it,so i didn't told her about my love.
God:but what to do now.the flower is not accepting you now

SCENE 4
ME:I fell in love with the flower at first sight.it was at the time of interview of my higher studies at Utopia .i saw the flower in front of the Utopian University.
i never revealed it,bcoz i wanted to do my studies in a better way and thought to tell it in the end...but.....
God:but you had had many girl friends,right?
me:my God ,it was just contacts.from the begining onwards i wanted to become an eminent journalist.as you know a journalist should have good contacts with everybody and i am sure i have not broken the fence of friendship towards any girls at college,University or at in groups.i was even reluctant to give a "shake hand " to girls.i also convinced every one that i love a girl friend . but my heart was full of flower.
scene 5
me:God,i want something from you
God:ask anything,you will get it
me:promise
God:yes promised
me:i want death
God:this is heaven,here's no death,you should live here forever
me;you had promised.i can't live without my flower
God:ok.i am blessing you with death
me ....died.......my soul went high to horizon

scene 6
one day the flower was reading newspaper.flower found a news story that i was going to be awarded with a special gift soon. the flower started crying.
GOD:he loved you
flower;but he was my friend
God:yes.he told me everything.he was sure that he was not a match for you,yet he expected to have you in the heaven.
flower:then,what should i do.i want to see him to tell him "sorry'
God:he died once again.i blessed him with death.he told that he can't be here without you
FLOWER STARTED WEEPING
flower:if he had told it earlier,i would have accepted him

scene 7
flower:i want to see him,God
God:but for that you have to die.
flower:ok .i am ready
GOD BLESSED THE FLOWER WITH DEATH

SCENE 8
ME:God,what is the special gift you are going to give me
God:wait,the flower is soon coming
me:oh,my God what you have done. There is no death in heaven.then,how this happened

God:i told her about your heart.flower wanted to meet you.so i blessed flower with death
me:oh,God.i know flower's mind.flower is lovable and caring.flower likes its companion and kids very much.i don't like to destroy their love and affection
God:ok. flower will be send back.but you have to give your soul to flower to get back.then only flower can meet her companion in the heaven.
me:ok .agreed. take my soul to flower.

scene 9
God:you have reached the self realization zone that a human can acheive rarely.you have exposed true love.you are given permission to dissolve in my power.you will be my part then.
me:thanks God
me:God,pls tell my flower my wishes
God:ok

SCENE 10
God:flower,you can't meet him.he is dissolved in my power.here's his soul.you can take it and go back to your companion.he loves you so much.he won't like to destroy your affections. do have wishes from him.
flower:it is only now i realize that he loved me truly.really i missed him.
THE END
QUOTES:"LITTLE WORDS OF KINDNESS,LITTLE WORDS OF LOVE
MAKE OUR EARTH AN EDEN LIKE THE HEAVEN ABOVE
"
DEEP FROM THE HEART:
THE POET SHELLEY IS RIGHT,HE SAID...........
"OUR SWEETEST SONGS ARE THOSE WHICH TELL OF SADDEST THOUGHTS"